As I approach the end of my year of yoga teacher training, the uncertainty of what comes next has been hovering for a few weeks. I've realized that as I begin some part time teaching, I will need to give up some of the regular classes I've taken for a couple of years, and find a new balance with my time and energy.
This is both exciting and unsettling. I'll certainly miss some of what I must give up, and I will also have some great new experiences. Change is difficult, and wonderful; challenging, and necessary.
At some level, everything is changing, though I often can construct and maintain a convincing illusion of stability - for a while. I enjoy those periods, illusory as they are in the end. I need to be able to let them pass when it's time.
Over the next few months I'll be making decisions about what things I most want to do, what new paths to head down, and what things I need to say goodbye to. It will be a good time.
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